Much ado about nothing.
Maybe..I should stop thinking. School work/My incompetence/Insecurities.I feel sorry that I don't appreciate this wonderful life I have. And the thing about how sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind? Well, in return of everything nice Ive ever done for you, stay away from me.
Now It Always Seemed Such A Waste
She Always Had A Pretty Face
But There's Got To Be An Opening
Somewhere Here In Front Of Me
Through This Maze Of Ugliness And Greed
This Place Is Always Such A Mess
Sometimes I Think I'd Like To Watch It Burn
I'm So Alone, And I Feel Just Like Somebody Else
Man, I Ain't Changed, But I Know I Ain't The Same
And I Seen The Sun Up Ahead
At The County Line Bridge
Sayin' All There's Good And Nothingness Is Dead
But Somewhere Here In Between The City Walls Of Dyin' Dreams
I Think Her Death It Must Be Killin' Me

I feel really unhappy, hahahaha.
COUGH till my back aches, COUGH till my brains want to burst, COUGH till my eyes are blood shot. A really sickening day. Got to be strong and do something, anything! I don't want to go back to where I came from.

4th Interim work grossly incomplete hahaha, dizzy lizzy wizzy, cough until my brain feels like it's going to burst, pi pa gao+panadol+coughsyrup, wrecked, fun food, eccentric weather, amazing eyes, secret, and above everything today.....
BTT TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please die. Please, just die.
surreal day: after work, home, met msia relatives for dinner, demands, vietnam woman, cough, cheated, funny ammonia smelling soap, my dog pooped in the kitchen and vomited in the balcony, pictures taken, what doctorate, throat pain, sleep soon.