what's not to love

2011-07-13T05:32:00.000+08:00

2010-12-04T21:41:00.001+08:00

Some part of me is gone.

2010-11-30T01:57:00.002+08:00

What a crazy night.

Kezia's sis and dog got attacked by a jackrussell and we just came back from babysitting kola for awhile. & the shocking phonecall I got. I am praying hard it is not the worst and I feel that it should be not.

Crazy wednesday coming.

Deliverables:

-1:50 model (still currenly a pile of materials worth $13.80 lying on the floor)

-Building drawings (Get from archicad, but my autocad file already there also. idk let's see)

-Colour Scheme (Yellow and white, Pink, Red, Orange)

-Rendered perspectives (Archicad)

Crazy tired now. Thank God for the sweetest face to look at now to fall into deep slumberrrrr (H)

2010-11-27T00:53:00.004+08:00

Mom got us new kicks. And that's my baby posing with his super panda warm cap. :)

His dad is very eggcited right now, working on surprises. He fills my life with surprises.

Actually feeling more like this now:

All about school.

1. Consultations

Our lecturer speaks very professionally and really maybe do try hard to get us to see what she means but I can't help feeling very down. And the main thing is, I feel very lousy and stupid after consultations.

Why?

Because I'm a bloody year three student and I don't know enough about lineweights and drawing conventions.

Because I can't visualise interesting forms to inspire my spatial exploration in my to-be-designed space, but I will keep working on it.

Because level of feeling down can swoooop to really low sometimes. Like maybe now.

I hope I will get over this negative mood, and learn to appreciate the advice given. I am willing to take the advice now, and I do try to listen and focus my reception skills to the best that I can but it ain't making me feel good about my works and the effort I sincerely put in.

Not all is bad. A few factors that I think is saving me now, is my ability to bullshit and willingness to work. Keeping my fingers crossed and hope to find something that rocks her boat. Soon.

2. Classmates

I have really damn nice classmates that I admire alot. People who work hard and have passion, who I wish!!!!!! I can have just half their drive. I feel like a guppy in a tankful of goldfishes in class. Female guppy, the not colourful one. This guppy feels guilty for things she ever said and it is haunting her now how people will be judging her. But oh wait, judging... it isn't up to us.

Yeah, so my classmates are really nice people as they try to talk to me sometimes and when I ask for help, rarely get turned down but you can't deny that I really don't belong anywhere in class. I am going to speak out my mind for once, I DO MIND. I MIND I MIND I MIND. But I REALLY DON'T EXPECT. Don't expect my classmates to try to let me feel like I'm part of the class. I won't want to expect. I feel peaceful and contented, doing work alone too. Sometimes, I feel ;'( when I get home and think about this. Maybe like now.

3. Leave

Missing one week of school in Block 8. Dangeroussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

4. Insurmountable amount of work

whats there more to say.

5. Balancing school work with zoo work.

money time money time money time money time money time

2010-11-19T22:38:00.004+08:00

Hi. My name is Sonia and according to my sister, the whole world revolves around me. I woke up late for class today, forgot to bring my medicine along, took the wrong bus to school a routine that I have been going through for almost 3 years, had 2 presentations all in all, got a huge bout of motion sickness on the way home, and my left shoe tore open and said hi to the road while I was about to puke at the roadside. Perfecto.

At least I met luv and ugly texted.

& of course, you.

2010-11-19T21:36:00.003+08:00

Me: Crystal, this angmoh guy damn cute hor. (inlove)

Crystal: whineeeeeeeeeeeeee (inlove) (inlove) (inlove)

Too cute too cute too cute!

Hi. His name is puhhh puhhh.

Our 2 grey fatty bomboms hammies, favourite hobbies include eating and eating.

My dad fed them a box of mealworms today. Not a lot left but there were a few dead ones.

Nice one, Dad.

2010-11-17T13:26:00.004+08:00

This year, I'M SPENDING MY CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR IN GERMANY with the Panusch family!!!!!!! Freaking eggggggcited and happy over the moon over the sun over every existing planet. From mid Dec to first week of Jan. & here's to my schatz:

I want to,

wake up with you and attempt to cook pancakes for you.

take care of you.

make tea for us.

try to cook asian dishes for you.

build snowmen with you.

make snow angels.

drive with you for long distances.

decorate the fake xmas tree with you.

get ready the presents!!! :)

find some rare winter flowers.

sleeppp and hibernate together.

maybe find some moomoos? HAHAHAHAHAHA (rofl)

take ten million pictures with you.

hug mom gabi and dad waldermar.

shopping with kati and mom! (and with you.....r card? HAHAHAHAHA ).

eat german food with you.

drink beer cause well, it's beerland.

go swimming.

watch a movie even though I won't understand. :>

go sledding?!?!?! (poolparty)

sit outside and smoke with you.

buy alot of nutellas!

tell you ich liebe dich everyday when I'm there.

Super love you, and enough of these mushy stuffs here. A kiss on the forehead for you now.

I'm going to use my cup here, until I'm 80 years old and wearing dentures. Liebe dich! (H) (HUG) (KISS) (DANCE) (POOLPARTY) (H) (PARTY) (MOONING) (F)

2010-11-17T12:41:00.005+08:00

It's the month of November, and that's my puhhhpuhhh with me on my very first solo driving trippp. Well, I'm supposed to be doing my concept design proposal now.. but my chest have been hurting since yesterday cause I can't stop coughing BUT STILL I MUST DO MY WORK. Visited doctor and got some strong stuffs, about 5 medicines BUT STILL I MUST DO MY WORK. Yesterday spent time doing EIR blogging and trying to finish up whatever I missed, BUT STILL I MUST DO MY WORK. As you can see, I am trying to end every sentence with BUT STILL I MUST DO MY WORK. I am slacking and trying to find my fucking box of colour pencils now although I have markers and paints BUT STILL I MUST DO MY WORK. Need to cut my nails and paint them BUT STILL I MUST DO MY WORK. Got to think of ideas that will work with my target group, special needs children, ideas for designing their interior environment, at last im talking about the serious work.

And oh yeah, I am doing something about my cough. Not smoking now, sucessful for about 1 day so far.

I just remembered last christmas, I spent it on the plane flying back from HK with the 3 super cute and full of characteristics Ding Dongs, pingping, xiaoxi and shijiaaa. Damn freaking cute these 3.

2010-11-16T15:30:00.003+08:00

I really think my cough is killing me. Just shared a box of charsiew rice with my dog and drinking hot chicken stock soup now. Thursday, submissions. MC, no way. Feel like life is saying to me, suck it up b----.

2010-11-05T17:06:00.001+08:00

2010-10-13T00:17:00.002+08:00

I saw my classmate's comment on fb that results are out and I thought wait a few more hours, meet bee and we check together. But ohyesohyesoheyssdakjshaskdjahsdkjashdkajshda YOU CAN GUESS IT YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!! I PASSED MY FUCKING P4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW ENORMOUSLY AS ENORMOUS AS DUMBO'S SUPER CUTE BIG EARS HAPPY I AM NOWWWWWWW PLUS I CAN (WHEW) AS I ENJOY MY UPCOMING NEXT FEW DAYS OF BLISSSSSS.

2010-10-12T23:01:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS THE DAY.

2010-10-05T14:46:00.005+08:00

HI HI HI. Omg, in just freaking 7 days time, MARIUS IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!

and my schedule for the next 5 days is fucking crazy.

Tmr, meeting ugly, fy and ws!

Thurs-farewell dinner with Domicil :')

Fri-Meet up with joeychen & iad guys (at long last!)

Sat-NS HALLOWEEN!

Sun-Work at fish spa

MONDAY ONWARDS -MARIUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!

Okay. Plus work here shit load of messed up decorative items in the showroom. Amazing I still can find time to type this out. :) And my supervisor keep laughing at my super long reflections in my log book. Hahahahaahahah okay a bit of breathing space now, boss went out for meeting. :)

If I can choose a car, I would pick...

(pictures and information alllll from here)

This excruciatingly neat, relentlessly cute EV-N concept. It’s a retro-styled battery-powered car with a face of a pug puppy crossed with a Trabant and nifty concept-y features.

Read more: http://www.wearesuperfamous.com/2009/09/honda-ev-n/#ixzz11StRNfpZ

2010-09-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

Every morning, I wake up at about 6am or so, get out wash up prepare and eat breakfast and leave the house max at 7.05. Light up a stick while grabbing my laptop and bag and usually a bottle of water. Look at the sky and feel or I should say try to feel damn grateful for the great existence of my family, myself and Marius.

Wait for the company bus to reach to send my lazy ass all the way to the office, usually say hi then sleep like a pig for an hour.

Always one of the first three to reach the office every morning. Go in, play a little bakinglife, wait for a maybe one or two more to reach. Take a cigg, coins and go out buy a drink and smoke. Next, go toilet shit. Go back office, act like I got something to do, realize I can't fake it any more and ask hey Alvin :) what bout this and that? Then boss burst into office and say 'So.. Sonia, yesterday the layout hao le ma?' Lousy trex age pc cant connect to office's hi-tech-got-internet-one-hor-dont-play-play printer, got to email either one of my colleagues, walk over to collect, realised I did something tiny wrong. Laugh. Talk softly. Boss talks loudly.

Go back, edit this and that, check with who and who. Wait till about 11.30am plus, when bee wakes up. (sun)

Soon, lunch time. Bee comes online about now. Eat, laugh, talk about the most disgusting lunch time topics, out smoke laugh about dogs and bears and burning wife's underwear.

Just a few more hours and they flyyyy pass damn fast especially the last hour.

Take bus home, chat with friend usually about weddings or about people in the company.

Walk home from northpoint.

Dinner, shower.

Sleep.

Wait.

2010-09-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

Yes, I am obsessed with my plush toys now. And I just kind of had a bad day today with my parents being cranky and weird. I have so much to say about everyone wish I was mute or something, and I need Marius alot now but someone/something is being damn cruel and we can't see each other for this while. It will blow over soon. I made a few cards last night, envied my dog shitting this morning, looked through photos that I'm going to print and realised I do look damn happy now, trying to lose weight the right way, enjoying my weekly madness at zoo, thinking of the end of internship, the beginning of a new path in my life, told dad Marius is my boyfriend during dinner last night, being a wrapped popiah now, trying to get drunk on marigold vegetable yoghurt drink, seeing two super beloved friends fy and ws putting themselves as profile pictures on fb, deleting about 40 people in a tiny mad rage, feeling the numbness in my arms and legs, the fucking full bag of shit in my body yes im having some can't shit problems, thinking of meditating every night cause I read somewhere online that our singapore respected lky meditates 20 minutes every night and I sincerely want to cultivate some goodness in my soul, feeling quite lost for awhile not knowing where have some of my old habits gone like playing the piano, reading books that I can't put down, piercing myself, doing research on what tattoos to get next, going out and swearing like mad with friends, going places to explore, wearing clothes that makes me feel good about myself, and stuffs like that.

I just want to keep typing to kill time and I am not allowed to backspace what I want to think now, minor mistakes is fine. Fine, hi so I'm going to talk about zoo work today. The zoo is undergoing renovations...

Marius is here! BYE :D

2010-09-18T15:58:00.002+08:00

Today have been one of my most relaxing and best day of my life, just plainly staying in bed and watching movies. I wish life was just like this. In another 24 days, it's going to happen and I can't say how grateful and overjoyed I am.

Check out my sleeping mates!

2010-09-15T12:09:00.002+08:00

2010-09-06T23:03:00.003+08:00

Through hours of endless talking, through monthly cranky times, through mails, through talking, through our family, through the loss of a small sense, through buying wooden bangles for me, through having matching toys, through walking in the rain, through wordless times, through minnie and puhhh, through our babies, through msn/skype/oovoo/facebook, through beer, through infinite billion zillion trillion gazillion godzilla seconds. through a girly handbag that you carried around, through minnie and pluto and dumbo, through discussing what to buy for my family, through buying heatpack/hot waterbottle.

HELLO I LOVE MARIUS PANUSCH AND I WANT TO TELL THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.

2010-09-02T00:01:00.007+08:00

No.1

I recently watched Enchanted again during work while doing the 3D of a leather swatch trolley and realised this title for this blog, (What's not to love) was said by Prince Edward when he was in the hotel room and the fat bad guy asked him something about whether he love the princess or not.

No.2

I am addicted to Baking Life!!!! fb game, go play now. Check out OUR bee outfits!!!!! (poolparty) (H) (sun) (inlove)

No.3

Mom Gabi bought me mommyrolll that came with a beautiful silver necklace that I unfortunately can't wear cause I will be scratching myself for days afterwards. Then I lost a very precious bee keychain which after he knew I lost, he bought another one for me again :') and mom thought I was very sad so she bought for me babyrolll!!!!! Then yesterdayyyy, DADDYROLLL moved in with us!!! They are all situated on my bed. Won't forget puhhhpuhhh and two minipuhhhpuhhhs here. :)

No.4

Alot to update about internship. As both Kelvin and Alvin are not around, I have ALOT MORE THINGS TO DO. Goods transfer form, manpower requisition, dealing with grumpy movers, getting screamed at, learning how to ask proper questions in front of a snappy yet good boss, how to display accessories, what are accessories, what are case goods, how to spend days drawing them, elevations, height, plans, what sofa models, furniture that dont look heavy are usually fucking heavy, showroom setup is tiring and fun, photo taking, biggest headboss birthday, talking to china furniture mover friend haitao who is also a twin, how to email using outlook express, the need to cc alot of people in the office, and waiting for hours being stressed with nothing to do, every morning sleep on the bus and huge chit chatting session back home, and now fucking sleepy with a bit of a sad heart.

p.s. Last night I dreamt of my friend, he hooks dead bodies out of the sea.

2010-08-26T08:47:00.003+08:00

What a woooooshhhh. Had colorful dream last night as you see:

Woke up late this morning, thank god for my Dad who drove me here. :) And today the office isn't very colourful cause everyone wore white and I'm supposed to video them for one of my colleague's wedding video. I feel kind of awkward cause I wasn't asked to be in the video, but coincidentally im wearing white and it seems like as if I want to join in liddddat. (mm)

Battery low plus I only had one last cigg this morning HAHA may sunshine flood your day. And peace be with you.

2010-08-24T22:42:00.002+08:00

Pasted on these fake nails yesterday, some were okay most were like shit. Broke one during the day and so I decided to take them all out today. The glue can't really come off shit.

Today is grandma's death anniversary and also gor yi's. :) Pray that they are happy in heaven with God.

Having some weight issues at the moment.

Watched inception.

Uncle michael drama.

I'm too lazy to think now.

2010-08-21T21:42:00.001+08:00

I have dark hair again! :)

2010-08-20T10:31:00.003+08:00

Ich wünschte meine Liebe wird sofort besser sofort spüren! Ich liebe dich Ich liebe dich Ich liebe dich!

2010-08-19T08:18:00.003+08:00

2010-08-18T10:12:00.003+08:00

Im being kept busy at work! Very happy. And Thomas is visiting after lunch time, it's stock take day today, Im supposed to work with the french designer to learn. Still cadding the furniture finishing soon. V happy. :D except that I keep biting my mouth.

2010-08-17T08:15:00.006+08:00

gooodddddmmoorrrnnningggggggggggggg. I hope I don't faint before lunch cause im fucking sleepy now. talked so much yesterday, now everything feels so complete. :) cause you are a magician and we are going to have a peeing partyyyyyyy!!! du bist das beste always.

Work wise, im doing simple cad drawings of furniture now for the pass week or so, so far so goood. Tomorrow Thomas, my lecturer is coming to visit! A familiar face from school at last. Hm, I better get started now, damn sleeeeppyyyy yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. bee, you know what my yawn means ;) :) :) :)

2010-08-14T12:10:00.003+08:00

Celebrated RQ's birthday last night, was gooooood. Tired now, puked thrice. Shall sleep more.

I think she likes you. :(

2010-08-13T08:58:00.000+08:00

2010-08-12T18:47:00.003+08:00

I PASSED MY DRIVINGGGG!!!!!!!!! IM GOING TO BE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW DRIVER ON THE ROADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPIER THAN A BIRD WITH FRENCH FRIES AND IM SO HAPPY I CAN SHIT RAINBOWS NOWWWW!!!!!!!!!!

(I also dared myself to upload that picture above)

2010-08-09T00:05:00.003+08:00

2010-08-07T23:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday again, (mm) (poolparty) (h) (y) (inlove) (dance) (hug)

Life is becoming less simple, further yet never felt nearer.

Met up with HJ and Gary, felt very glad and happy to talk talk talk.

Today was my cousin Larry's weddinggg, wore the exact same dress as my cousin HAHA which turn out to be a hilariously good one cause everyone wanted to take pictures with us and both of us quite not shy after awhile, and just damn funny. Weddings are lovely. The OMG thing was bumping into my lecturer there!!!! Well alot of educators around, thats why.

Just met up with weishun, (beam)

Going to get and find a life now, and maybe twist my mind a little.

2010-08-06T09:49:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 6.50am fucking late this morning, brushed teeth, threw on clothes, yes fuck la so what didn't shower, rushed to the bus waiting area, got there in time, one hand holding my fucking heavy laptop and heavy bag, the other struggling a new pack of ciggarettes with bottle of cold coffee in one hand, ciggarette got damp, i crushed it up and threw it away, smoked and got to work on time. no work to do. fucking full of complains now fuck fuck fuck.

2010-08-05T11:12:00.004+08:00

Haha well yesterday was a landmark for us again. :) (poolparty) Anybody important already knows about it anyway. I can't bring myself to say mushy stuffs openly yet but one thing for sure, I love him.

At work now, my stomach won't stop growling like a pissed off bear. Lunch in about an hour, howwww. Been reading online stuffs to learn more about this huge ass world we live in. The HeLa immortal cells thing really caught my attention. About this lady, Henrietta Lacks whose body cells will keep regenerating on its on forever and ever, and thus there is this medical breakthrough in cell researching and more cures happened for what thought to be incurable diseases. Fuck, can they please find a cure for growling stomach, Im close to going mad cause the office damn quiet with some occasional chatter but @*&#^(*&^#(&@(*&)(#*&$).

Need to pee again.

2010-08-01T21:08:00.003+08:00

Friday, Told dad about Marius! :)

Saturday, had an awesome pingpingday.

Today driving in the circuit. :)

Feels damn good.

2010-07-30T00:53:00.005+08:00

I don't feel like sleeping though I woke up at 6am, work till 6pm. Had driving from 9pm to 10pm and it will be so for the next few days to come cause my test date is drawing near and today two instructors argued in front of my car and the aggressive one looked really really mad and was swearing like a donkey and wanted to punch the other fellow and as it was late I was selfish and went off to catch my bus home and my instructor went to stop them and I think thats about it. I still dont feel like sleeping because I don't feel like going to bed without.. and Im feeling whiny and I will keep using and just to piss myself off and go to bed and today I learnt alot about furniture manufacturing and like designing and high end furniture brands and read alot of german words though actually I probably only know one or two and I got my half-pay today and I think internship really helps me learn alot cause I can't have answers if I don't go find it myself first and ask people around me and my colleagues are super nice and I think I need to go for a smoke now.

2010-07-24T05:42:00.003+08:00

My many first time(s) day.

I bought toto for the first time.

I got back my phone for the first time.

I went clubbing for the first time.

I enjoyed clubbing for the first time.

I don't feel like it. Kind of tired now, hope I can sleep well with a heartache and well at least there is puhhhpuhhh and rolll. Seems like I'm really not good gf material. Love you still.

2010-07-22T21:09:00.003+08:00

Well it have been about 10 years since I last updated here and 4 days into my internship.

Internship have been really gooooodddddddd, laughed alot at the facebook status updates by other friends. I'm working at Domicil, a german furnishing company at Tuas. Doing 3D modelling and just into this for 4 days, I feel that maybe if I want to continue working in this line, I would want to be a professional architecture renderer one day. Hahahaha realised many things are german related in this area and I learnt how to photoshop stuffs by myself plus alot of additional archicad related stuff.

Hmmz, just went to browse fb and found out so many happening things.

Feeling a little wisty misty. Wonder whether I am changing to be someone I'm not. I'm growing afraid these few days of not being independent enough. Being cajoled into thinking I'm this and that. Sounding resentful after all the kindness. I don't know man.

And in some grey areas of my past, I'm no longer required(haha howieday). I could have so many times, everyone thought so & I still think you are the perfect one. Such awful chilling thoughts.

Well, in the past when I feel like this I'd pick up my needle and give myself a new piercing. Now, I'm just going to the toilet to pee cause I have a damn full bladder at this moment and if it reaches 11L I will die, and then come back here to my ultra comfy bed to sip my peppermint tea and listen to howieday. Tschüs Tschüs!

2010-07-15T19:40:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Well last night Uncle David passed away. ... ... ...

Submitted p4 working drawings. ... ... ...

Someone found my phone. ... ... ...

Vpres submission tmr.

Malaysia tmr.

Standstil.

Bye.

2010-07-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

Lost my phone in school today, still not found. Really hope it comes back to me soon. :) And its the last 3 days now, to finish up my work. Please Jesus Father, please please please let me pass. PLEASE, I will work damn hard.

2010-06-30T22:58:00.004+08:00

Yesterday

all my troubles seem so far away

Hi. Instead of the usual 'wa cb the weather today fucking hot.' I shall attempt to sound a little smarter by saying something like,

'Wow, today would be a really great day to harness solar energy.'

Haha so I'm into my 7th driving lesson now and like the roads, there are some ups and downs about it but no worries. Haven't hit anybody or anything down yet so far. Hmm, these few days I feel pretty peaceful in those kind of 'As long as I'm alone outside, no matter what mistakes I make I won't get mad at myself' kind of way. E.g. reaching school at 9am for lesson but ya no lessons only a submission at 2 on monday. Just finished up whatever there is and submitted early. Then went to canteen to get some breakfast up to the studio to read my 50cents newspaper and finally find some other work to do.

And like even a powerpack activities filled schedule doesn't really bother me. I am treating everything like a game and trying to calmly complete one level at a time and get to the next. It's good and I really hope I can maintain this.

Something new and weird about my thinking habits recently is that, I keep comparing everything to chicken meat. Like while driving, if I turn a really nice not too fast not too slow sweee sweee bo zao zui turn, it is a super nice tender juicy piece of chicken thigh. Oh fuck, I'm not sitting here at the bus stop trying not to laugh now cbbbb, K. Be Cool.

Walking into school at the bridge, cb laughing fit. Thinking about what to name my future daughter. I wanna _ing _ing name for my kid so I started alphabetically from A to Z. Aing Aing..Bing Bing..Cing Cing..Ding DONG! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Then I reached P, Q. So I realised it's me and my sister Ping Ping and Qing Qing. And GUESS WHAT'S NEXT?!! YEAAAAA,

RINGGGGG RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!! LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA CAN DIE LAUGHING LEH.

& something a little :\ is that wI keep falling asleep while talking at night. Get what it means to want more time in a day. You are my driving force and motivation. :)

MOTIVATION>DIPLOMA>GERMANYYYYYYYYYY

So much more nonsense but not in the mood now.

Sing me to sleep.

2010-06-29T23:57:00.001+08:00

Realised I haven't blogged for days. Just had a damn deliciouso dinner at ugly's place with awsnyhmsk and xff! :D Hahahahahaha, damn bored now I actually typed out a whole chunk of shit to blog today but I left my ipod in school and so I can only get it tmr. Reading bestgore.com now and continuing to ponder the importance of an ant's life. Good night everybirdy.

2010-06-20T01:29:00.003+08:00

DU.

2010-06-15T09:41:00.000+08:00

2010-06-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

STUPID DAY IS OVER!

2010-06-08T10:55:00.001+08:00

2010-06-04T23:15:00.005+08:00

WHAT A FANTASTIC DAY. Spent the whole meaningful and beautiful day with mom. Did my hair, bought 2 new dresses, fixed our tap, did the laundry and it's just p.e.r.f.e.c.t. :) Plus it's the best part of my day now as I'm blogging. :) Think my hair is pretty okay, sat there for 4 hours plus better be and (this is not very usual of me) but cause I really like this dress, here's a picture!

2010-06-01T19:32:00.005+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA DAMN ULTRAMAN SUPERMAN BATMAN ROBINHOOD STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE BLUE BERRY PANCAKE BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ BEEEETASTIC HAPPYYYYYYY LIKE CRAZY!

GOT THE INTERNSHIP PLACEMENT AT DOMICIL!!!

Okay, details here. though it's pretty ulu at one corner of sg, namely tuas, I don't care! Cause the people are nice and warm and friendly, they don't seem very uptight, they are a German company, and I may have a chance to go overseas!!!!!!!! O M G, FANTASTIC OR FANTASTIC?! :)

I'm just super grateful to be given this chance. Thank God once again for his grace!!! :D Okay, I'm going back to being deliriously happyyyyy! :)

2010-06-01T08:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after school, went out with the guys and it was really better than what you think of the best. Just chilled, dinner and home. Simple as that but singing like crazy in the car and laughing my head off at everything really was boom boom pow! HEHE, Love them all like mad.

Wellll, Today I'm going to have my 5th driving lesson and interview with Domicil!!!! I better buck up my ass and pull up my socks for this damn p4! Madness, fail means no fyp. I CAN DO IT. I MUST GRADUATE IN TIMEEE! Buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2010-05-29T22:47:00.006+08:00

Damn fucking busy and crazy day at zoo, I don't know why I just feel that it's not wise to tell everyone. Hahaha, but all was good. :) Glad that God helped us again and again. HUILING, THE HEROINE! :D Dayfeet poor thing, but it's all good nowww! :)

Yesterday, today and tomorrow working. But it's really like one of the most enjoyable way to earn money. Crazy talking in the toilet with the kfc aunty HAHAHA and just selling the plush toys and stuffs.

Love you.

2010-05-27T09:35:00.004+08:00

Reallyyyy thank God for yesterdayyyyyy!!!!! :D

(http://bergdorfblonde.tumblr.com/page/11)

The one month plus ago mail reached! OMG, damn incredible and just wooohoohoooooo! :D PLUS, met ugly and weishunny and phyllis for the first time! Miss fengying already. :) And today is supposed to be a damn stressful day but I'm not stressed at all. Don't even feel guilty for not being stressed. School in awhile. I love Marius Panusch. :D

2010-05-26T17:40:00.003+08:00

TODAY I GOT READY

FOR SCHOOL. AND I

PUT ON MY STRIPEY

LOOSE TOP, WITH

BLACK SHORTS, AND

HEADED OUT, CALLING

MY CLASSMATE, SHERAINE

TO ASK HER WHETHER

WANT TO GO SCHOOL

TOGETHER.

AND IT TURNED OUT,

I DIDN'T HAVE CLASS!!!

AND SO, I STAYED

HOME. SMOKED &

MY DAD CAME HOME.

AND I JUST RAN &

HID. THEN WE WENT

TO DO SOMETHING

ILLEGAL HAHAHAHA

DR***ING. DAD TOLD

ME TO KEEP IT LOW.

alright, feeling rather bimbotic

and lazy now. so yeah HAPPY

BIRTHDAYYY CHAPPTAYY!!

and yeah good afternoon to all.

2010-05-26T11:45:00.007+08:00

Hey guys,

Sometimes I just feel like, my words have no weight when I'm around. They think I'm deaf and blind. And they act like they are blind too. In summary, to me I feel that they just like them pretty girls. I know I'm not. It's ok cause I still have to understand that maybe, haha I was never there for real. I used to think I can't survive in school without them but now.. after years of ups and downs, I know I can just have shitload of hi-bye friends, get my education and out I go!

So, actually this post is quite random and pointless but nevertheless, hope you guys always enjoy yourself throughly and always have fun! :)

2010-05-25T12:04:00.005+08:00

Just had my 4th driving lesson! And this is the first time I'm blogging with a tilted view haha the keys looks so much fatter and further apart, can use both thumbs ahhahaha talking too much shit. Alright so driving was really good, drove further distances, made u-turns!! and I just feel more confident. :) the main thing is!!! I can switch on the damn engine myself! Hahahahaha you won't understand why I find it so exciting so nvm hehe.

And more cheerful news,

Canteen drinks stall is selling the new paper at 50cents everyday from now on yayy can save 10 cents everyday!!!! LOL HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KIDDING LA.

The real thing is, my other company I was allocated to for internship application, is looking for me! :D I went for an interview at royalsportinghouse retail design team, but sadly got rejected man. So now my lecturer says this may be quite promising, cause this company usually judge by viewing our online portfolios and then call if they want or they sort of like ignore you. Hmm, and I also have to continue asking Leo and peanut for their help of everything fails. Well, not going to have high hopes but yup, I am damn willing to learn and work welllllll for this internship! :D

Time to stop yakking,
And get my work starting.

Ahhhhhhhh Schatz just talked to me on fb!! :)))))))

2010-05-24T11:55:00.007+08:00

I wish there is a job out there in the world that can allow me to lie in bed the whole day, with my laptop on my tummy and I can do my work online or something. Shit reality, got to get my ass off this bed right now and travel about an hour to school, consult lecturer, do online shit I guess. I have been really off-track since thursday. It's like the facebook group I just joined:

Damn, this is not good but im justt feelinggg soooo lazzzyyyyyyy......zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I think pick-up lines are funny hahahaha, and I'm going to have to clean up facebook cause I believe I don't really have 1195 friends. :) Anyway check out my nails.

& cause I am really damn reluctant to leave my bed now,

And I hope my schatz is dreaming now. :)

2010-05-22T22:37:00.006+08:00

2010-05-18T13:37:00.002+08:00

2010-05-18T09:29:00.005+08:00

To celebrate weishunny's birthdayyyyyyy, :)

We watched 'The Losers'!!! omg, damn bloody good show made us laughed like shit. :) Especially the stupid question day part HAHAHA. Then dinner, and ta-dah dah ice cream cake. Talked nonsense like mad at macdonalds. We are going to make this damn often and have shitload of fun as always!!!!!!!!!!! :D

All given by his grace.

2010-05-14T20:14:00.002+08:00

WOWWWEEEEEEEE. Done with IDP, and going smoothly with p4!

Mailed today toooooo! :) :) :) So amazing. And the interview for internship wasn't fantastic but hope we just have our learning chance. :) Class have been great too, being closer to other girls. And I heard from a little bird that my dad is broadcasting about us. Oh man. Hahaha.

Hmmmmm want to be wrapped up and asleep now. :)

2010-05-11T21:23:00.004+08:00

Rootless Tree

by Damien Rice

What I want from you

Is empty your head

They say be true

Don't stain your bed

We do what we need to be free

And it leans on me

Like a rootless tree

What I want from us

Is empty our minds

We fake a fuss

And fracture the times

We go blind

When we've needed to see

And it leans on me

Like a rootless...

So fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

And all we've been through

I said leave it, leave it, leave it

It's nothing to you

And if you hate me, hate me, hate me

Then hate me so good that you can let me out

Let me out of this hell when you're around

Let me out, let me out,

Let me out of this hell when you're around

Let me out, let me out

What I want from this

Is learn to let go

No not of you

Of all that's been told

Killers reinvent and believe

And this leans on me

Like a rootless...

So fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

And all we've been through

I said leave it, leave it, leave it,

It's nothing to you

And if you hate me, hate me , hate me,

Then hate me so good that you can let me out, let me out, let me out

Let me out of this hell when you're around

And fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

And all we've been through

I said leave it, leave it, leave it

It's nothing to you

And if you hate me, hate me, hate me

Then hate me so good that you can let me out

Let me out, let me out, let me out,

Hell when you're around...(Repeat 4x)

Let me out, let me out, let me out...

It's hell when you're around

2010-05-11T19:30:00.002+08:00

School>Mild torture of nature>Home

I loveee being at home nowadays. Like for example today, I reached home and walked Crystal. Then showered and decided to play the piano cause damn long didn't do so, sissy joined me with her guitar and we jammmmmeeddd like peanut buttterrr. Hahahaahahaha, it was really damn enjoyable. :D

Then we cooked pasta for dinner for the other yippees & mom came home. :D

Just sent my resume to Domicil! I wonder who's the other one in class who is allocated there. & the interview is on thursdayyyy!!!! Alright got to manage p4 group work tmr presentation and thursday's idp codetective submission plus another presentation on research notes interim outline shit. Oh man.

It's a wonder I still have the balls to facebook, blog and enjoy myself. HAHAHA.

2010-05-10T23:20:00.009+08:00

Today was a whirlwind of a day.

Went to tampinesOne to take pictures of whatever building structures that comply with whatever building regulation shit for idp & interviewed frolick nice girl for my p4. It rained and I saw a little girl just walking in the rain :) told her to not do that she may fall sick. Bumped into Joe the moonlighting douchebag intern hahaha.

Went to school, and the hardcore nonsense started.

Pondok first, egg throwing and flour tossing at the birthday boy Choonhua! Haha, took some pictures. Then to class where my depression starts.

I saw how practical people can be and yeah so be it. Got me really frustrated but I don't want to elaborate anymore to everyone cause it's futile. Actions speak louder than words.

WELL, at least I'm home now to the warmth of this family my mom who lovingly packed up our room and re-arranged our beds once again, love you so much mommy! :D And of course, BEE! :D Plus my twin sissy and everything else in this home, in my heart. :)

p.s. "one big happy zoo family wtf" yesterday HAHAHA

2010-05-09T02:37:00.003+08:00

This is one of the many million reasons why they never fail to cheer

me up and feel so damn fucking crazy and loved like woohoohoo! :)

You know who you are, buzzzzzzzz!

Had a great day, woke up a little and slept back then Weishun & Fengying came overrrrr! :) And together with my sister, we went to meet Weishun's brother Weiping and 5 of us went to watch District 13, laughed alot. Dinner before was super nice too, check out omar's comfortable sitting position.

Well honestly, come to think of it, it's only been like 10 days and the pain is so much better. :) Like I've said this is pretty phenomenal. Things do change fast, people adapt fast too and it is amazing like you:) that a positive repercussion is happening. I'm no longer afraid that much cause love surrounds me. Thank you God, for everything. :)

2010-05-08T12:31:00.002+08:00

du bist das beste. was mir je passiert ist.

2010-05-08T11:36:00.002+08:00

Last Last night, xxx surprise supper! :)

Last night, drink & shisha & p&d. In the day, went to school only to realize it was Campus Care Day. Helped out z with her stalllll! :D:D:D So damn happy to do so, love you my one and only roll to pondok girl. As always.

I looked at the skies. Running my hands over my eyes.

And I fell out of bed. Hurting my heads from things that I said.

Till I finally died. Which started the whole world living.

Oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I Started A Joke- The Wallflowers

2010-05-06T15:46:00.002+08:00

In class now, listening to some working drawings briefing. Fucking hungry, just had my second driving lesson, almost hit a few cars when turning and made my instructor heart beat damn fast hahaha. okay going to eat now.

2010-05-06T02:32:00.007+08:00

At last blogger can upload images! :)

Well, rsh called this morning about sip and I'm happy! Pin-up was okay, video have to be submitted tomorrow, driving tmr too, and I just can't wait for friday. I love my mom, I love my dad though he asked me what's my problem just now, and of course my irritating twin sissy hehehehe who is the best sissy and my irritating brother who came in the house and asked both of us don't we think Crystal looks more and more like a dog, (she's our pet dog) WTF HAHA.

Well, look at Crystal being damn brave, barging into our parents' room nowadays and recently my dad left a pack of woods peppermint sweets on my bed, aww damn sweet. :)

2010-05-04T01:17:00.003+08:00

Feel sleepless, ashley parker angel seems so apt for now. I had so much activities in the day. I am not allowed to eat anything at such time of the day but I'm hungry, peaceful and wishing I can upload photos here!

2010-05-03T22:56:00.005+08:00

Damn it, I can't upload pictures!

Swimming with jiaxian was probably the best start of the day in a long time. Although our plan to swim 10 laps failed, (and so did the jogging after that plan, haha) we had such a nice lazy time frying ourselves under the sun and the stares were hahaha. :)

"Chok-co-rud frud-gee brown-neeee" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. This girl cannot pronounce her words properly and it is so damn funny. Laughed our way through the park, walking home with my deliberately drenched top, and today was about laughing at her, talking about life and death, spraying tanning oil, taking photos with our phone, smelling the nice safra aircon smell, eating that super delicious meat bao, and of course fatty chubz jokes. HAHAHA.

Then to school, and honestly I tried but it was not as productive as I wanted it to be.

:) Ben came to pick me up with a change. Got to talk to him alot, and it feels so right again at that moment. I love him so much as my best friend, and same goes for you this bunch; Vincent, Chenjie, John, Rq, Jp, Alistair, Erwin, Kirk, Stella.. because of our unique chemistry and it beats nothing I know I can count on you guys to make me feel better always.

The only not so nice part was seeing the accident on the way home, hope it is not the worst thing..and the tiny scare. And that little empty feeling when I was with the guys initially.

Don't worry, I will keep talking. Talking helps.

2010-05-03T00:20:00.003+08:00

On my own, negativity fills me. But today when I go through my daily ritual of reading the wall posts and viewing the pictures, a really strange calming joy gradually seep in. love love love! :)

& I have a bumble bee, he fills me with glee.

2010-05-02T01:42:00.001+08:00

First you look so strong,
Then you fade away.
The sun will blind my eyes,
I love you anyway.

First you form a smile,
I watch you for a while.
You are a vapour trail,
In a deep blue sky.

Tremble with a sigh,
Glitter in your eye.
You seem to come and go,
I never seem to know.
And all my time,
is yours as much as mine.
We never have enough,
Time to show our love.

2010-04-30T12:57:00.003+08:00

People are still hurting.
Just read some forums online and something came to my mind, I read it at the pondok earlier on when I was there having my lonely smoke.
It's a quote from the book we were given at the wake:

Margaret Atwood describes this form of societal blame in her novel The Blind Assassin: "I'm sure they're blameless, but they're alive, and whoever's left alive gets blamed. That's the rule in things like this. Unfair, but there it is."

Well, it is so. When tragic events happens, we need to blame but something in my mind tells me to say let's not add to this anguish and create more fury, it does not do any more good. Honestly, my initial thoughts were along the line of 'cb motherfuckers all deserve a punch in the face.' But what to do seriously? The truth is affirmed, with no turning back. So let's look forward. Made a self-discovery today too, that I should not allow this to be a reason for backsliding in my own school work. It is uncalled for, because WE(anyone who is affected) should be firm, strong and carry on with our lives like some heroes are doing so well now cause definitely she will want us to be living good as we should! Like what Imran said, let's all be smiling cause you are sketching us from up there. :) & you will still be around for as long as it is.

2010-04-30T00:14:00.005+08:00

In loving memory, Melissa Toh.

A lesson: To not hold back when you need/want to let someone know you love them. So from now on, I'm not going to be that afraid of letting anyone know how much I love them and to be like you, to really lose your heart/mind/soul in the act of loving. :) No more hidden notes, fear of judgement, no more. Thank you for this inspiration, dear Melissa Toh. :)

I don't think it's a mistake, but hurtfully, it's selfish. Bet there still many people who still love you just as much as ever for who you ever was and always will be! You are amazing you know, like.. an aeroplane. :) Haha, I stole that ... idea. The sun will set for you today, and I hope you heard me whispering 'girl, you've really got balls' as we stood at that picturesque spot, trying to soak in the remnants of your presence.

2010-04-28T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hey Mel, I think you were swell. :)

I admired you and your writings, your thoughts, your poems, your very fantastic line drawings, designs and everyone talks about your smile. I remember you as someone who always had this sunblock smell about you, and you are so unique with your very fair skin and bright neon splashes here and there. I love reading your blog very much, but it's gone now. I mean, so are you.

It's raw and emotional everywhere in school. Walking by the canteen and feeling the coldness in the air today was pretty bad. Im grateful to Lou for uploading this picture. Well, I remember we agreed to wear sundresses but only I did in the end. Hahaha. You were very shy that day! Well, and thank you for the free yoghurt my dear that came so generously. I wish I had the chance to say goodbye, and it does affect me cause I regarded you as a really nice friend who I admired alot. Well, God must have really want you back badly man. Yeah we all will meet you one day, and when we do, I will have alot of questions for you, my friend.

Love, Sonia.

2010-04-23T20:55:00.002+08:00

IVE GOT THE BEST MOTHER IN THIS WORLD. :D

More about today! Went to school, I swear it was just the last minute kind of thing again rushing out sketches in the library, picking up a super lucky find. Presentation went messy and funny, hahahahaha but I would say it our group was damn lucky with the visuals and stuffs! :)

Met the Hoogilans and it was fun fun fun though short.

Chatted with random fishy smelling ahma on the bus, she was cute.

Bumped into twin sister on the way walking home, she also quite cute.

At home now, but going out. You very cute.

OKAY OKAY OKAY, time to go! I'll take care of it! :D

2010-04-20T08:01:00.006+08:00

Fuck.

Fever not gone!!!! It's 38.4 now. I woke up feeling cold and painful everywhere but not in a super bad way. It just hurts everywhere. Wish for something now. I think I shall lie down a little while. P4 on the go now, and I'm not attending any shit, just recuperating at home.

Here's some photos from camp. I would like to say I am fucking proud to wear a pink shirt with my other fellow HOOGILANS and go on strike in the middle of no where, for "no apparent reason". I love camp and the wonderful camaraderie we created during everything we did together as an empire.

I have alot to say about the year 2 fellow who dissed us. I know we should be more big-hearted and stop harping on it BUT since he can make his opinion known, SO CAN I. Well, let's start it off with his famous opening line. Oh, no offence to this Nick guy, VSC YEAR 2 fellow. Well, I think you are motherfucking rude bitch and who the fuck you think you are to come on and say such things? I would tell you ALL THESE right to your fucking face. I can't think of much creative stuffs to say cause of my fever now but I just want to let you know if you don't like the culture of design school, you don't like the people, you don't like how we wear our gorgeous hot pink shirts and go on strike in public -YOU CAN JOLLY WELL NOT BE IN THE SCHOOL YO. Your blog title is right, you better wake the fuck up. Ciao, and remember no offence. ^^

2010-04-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

Wow, 12 days since I blogged. I received the parcel, a pillow!!! And camp is over, it was fabulousticallyfanstasticoamazingfunmadness. Today is the first day of school and I have fever 39.1, 38.7, 38.6, now 37.5. Weishun just went into tekong today. I miss ugly, was supposed to meet her today. And overall, I miss the guys the most. Once I'm well, I don't care! Must meet them! :) Hope momsy's check will be fine. So many things.

2010-04-07T13:20:00.004+08:00

Im kind of excited now, cause I just created a new gmail address and a new vox blog to act as my online portfolio! But I will still always be loyal to hotmail and blogger, the two old school way yo. Well, life's been treating me good! I shall keep looking forward yes.

And look at this!

2010-04-04T03:13:00.000+08:00

because u cant bite everything but not a feeling

2010-04-03T22:51:00.005+08:00

TODAY-

is the sixth day my parents are in Taiwan and the remaining Yips are going a little tooky wooky. With the eldest one disappearing to Batam yesterday silently and popping out only now, the second army one living in his own world and a twin sister who is loving the annoying orange banter she gets with the eldest freak, WHOA it's hilariously insane most of the time. I just got home from work, had dinner with the girls and laughed like mad and it feels very good. Had a great day at work by the way, kidzworld with Pamelac. Then I washed the fucking smelly pile of clothes in the toilet and started a major swearing session with the eldest freak cause his clothes were really as fucking smelly as a pile of shit left unattended for days. HAHAHAHA. I miss my parents like maddddddd, they will be back on monday. Well, I think they should be proud that we 4 did not kill each other but HONESTLY almost did. And the dog, the hamsters and gerbil are still alive. And so many other things.. I am going to shower and smoke and shit and read while waiting for someone to be online now.

I miss ben ee and company. I need to pass Ugly her hbh!!!!

2010-03-29T11:07:00.000+08:00

Nothing beats this.

2010-03-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS SUCHA WONDERFUL DAY!

Work with sunshine was fun with the whatever discovery she felt she had chanced upon. Then dinner to send Nelson to camp, drank like 3 mugs although like nothing but it's affecting me now and I HAVE COMPLETED THE SCARFFFFFFFFFF!!!!! TOMORROW CAMP, TOMORROW PARENTS GO TAIWAN, TOMORROW TOMORROW! SMOKING SECRET OFFICIALLY BUSTED TODAY.

2010-03-27T03:52:00.003+08:00

Drunk. -edited

2010-03-25T21:22:00.003+08:00

okay verbal diarrhea starts now. tuesday worked, wednesday sent packages all over pasir ris and didnt sleep the whole night, thursday which is now worked, tomorrow sending packages all over yishun need to buy wool and maybe go diploma show, saturday maybe diploma show, sunday work.

other things to take note also:

my skin, driving lessons, parents going tw, next monday camp, ugly's hbh, my sister, DOG, meet amanda, meet leo azri wm, meet iad guys for dinner, meet the guys for fun, do up portfolio, return rq's ipod, finish the book, meet jiaxian cause I miss her, michelle going thailand, knit finish by mondayyyy.

If you(who are reading this now) happen to want to remind me of anything more, please kindly remind me. I will be very grateful to you.

2010-03-24T23:17:00.001+08:00

I think God really provides for me in many ways and this time, I can't thank him enough.

2010-03-24T02:04:00.001+08:00

Something sounding like itchy mack ditch!

2010-03-22T01:10:00.006+08:00

2010-03-21T16:27:00.003+08:00

HELLO LEONG LEE LONG, LOVE YOU BERRY MUCH BACK, WITH A BIG HAPPY HUGE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. I WILL NUZZLE NUZZLE MUSHY SHITZLE WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES EVEN UNTIL WE HAVE KIDS. 7 YEARS OF BESTFRIENDSHIP ALREADY, BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH, LOVE YOU AS MUCH. :D

2010-03-20T05:15:00.001+08:00

Just got home. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2010-03-19T04:00:00.029+08:00

Hi everyone. Want to play a game of spot the difference?

MINE ON THE RIGHT>

Imagine my fucking shock when I went into studio today and saw this wtf almost exact copy of my work, done by YOU, Qi Hui.

Well, I must admit my work isn't really damn fantastic or whatsoever, and I was dumb enough to just leave my work lying unattended in a neat pile on my studio desk, BUT I DID MY WORK WITH A DECENT AMOUNT OF EFFORT AND HARDWORK OKAY, AND I'M FUCKING PISSED THAT YOU JUST !@(#*&!@(#*&!@(#*&!@(#*&!@(#*&!@. I am not usually so uptight about school work/design whatever shit but I mean, this is really too much.

This is incredulous, ridiculous and fucking maddening. Talked to my lecturer about it already, felt like a bitch but fuck it. I don't intend to ever talk to this girl anymore and though I'm fucking pissed with this shit head, I have absolutely no intention of threatening or causing her any distress cause I should know better.

Cut the crap. Let's put it this way, I am mad but I'm going to let it pass this time and she better stay the fuck out of my face.

2010-03-16T10:33:00.002+08:00

2010-03-15T02:12:00.002+08:00

The Enid Blyton books my parents bought for my twin sister and I since young as rewards for our good results in school have indeed been proven to be good for us. A particular story about grasping a nettle the right way so that you won't get stung keeps popping up in my mind now. A gardener taught a young boy how to grasp a nettle in a firm way so that the thorns won't sting or scratch him, and implying in a way that problems should also be grasped firmly with and dealt with, so that it won't sting you and it gets settled.

Hope I'm doing it right this time! :)

2010-03-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

You two can just come and fuck everything up and poof disappear when you want. If I can have my way, I wish I have never met the both of you.

2010-03-14T17:46:00.003+08:00

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

2010-03-14T16:11:00.001+08:00

2010-03-13T17:52:00.001+08:00

Just back from chalet, got so much to say but my head feels like it's going to burst. Sleep first, meow.

2010-03-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

Do I deserve to be happy? I need someone to answer me. Hope she sees this. And by the way, know that I love her very much still and would still give my fingernails and toenails for everything to be fine. Imagining life without painted nails is indescribable. :)

2010-03-09T01:59:00.000+08:00

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2010-03-08T09:28:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it just amaze me when you say things like that, but remembering that part about chaos theory I read in a book recently, everything leading up to the final result could be anything. I should be frantic about my work but I can't bring myself to do it, because I am reaching a balance high high high above everything. I dreamt that I gained weight horribly and I am afraid it's coming true. :(

Supposed to be off to school. With nothing.

2010-03-07T01:10:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NELSON YIP!!!! You this ahbeng of a brother, hope you can stay this slim always and ya have a good girlfriend soon and to see you around at home and bestest blessings to your future and hahahahaha have shit load of fun your way everyday. :) Love you very much!

Anyway, went out with Ugly, Ivan, Nic, Tim, Liuying at sunset grill. We attempted level 10 buffalo wings this afternoon and I am already shitting it out now. It sucks. Went to Georges to drink, met up with leo a little while & I think the beer with the chicken wings churning about now inside my insides makes me feel quite weird. Like, it isn't uncomfortable but it's weird.

Such luxury to have my weekends to myself. :)

Work wise, I am still cruising along.

& of course, bon voyage to the guys! They should be in Thailand now, hope they stay safe.

& BEN EE SHOULD BE BACK! :)

2010-03-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

I wish everyday was like this. Go school, do work, listen to talks, buy new stuffs, meet my sissy for dinner, act stupid, buy shitlot of durians, talk about future plans for her, hugged my mom, bought fish burger for dad, wishing my brother a happy popping day, my eldest brother from whom we have plenty to learn from, my new books to read and an increasingly fat stomach. All very much to thank for. :)

Tomorrow sunset grill, happy too!

& work wise, I hope this time my design works out.